Doctor day!

Well today is the day i go to the fertility doctor, yeah! I wonder whats going to take place. I made this appointment almost  5 months ago, just in case i didn't get pregnant between now an then. I have found myself being pretty excited about going, until now. Now I'm  a little scared. I guess at some point every woman has this fear, not being able to concieve, that maybe she's just not one of the lucky" fertile mertile's"out there. Sometimes I think on one hand I am a very lucky or blessed person, but then on the other, I feel like I have had to fight for everything I've ever had.I guess I could be both, blessed to have the things i have, I just had to fight really hard to get them! On that note off to the doc I go, wish me luck!

My Little Garden

Don't laugh, I know its not much, but I'm proud of it.....................................................................................

I have worked so hard on this all summer. Now guess what, they're all dying. It's breaking my heart. I know the saying" for everything there is a season". You just work so hard on it....I guess I'm going to try to plant fall flowers. We'll see how that goes, I've never planted them before.