Doctor day!

Well today is the day i go to the fertility doctor, yeah! I wonder whats going to take place. I made this appointment almost  5 months ago, just in case i didn't get pregnant between now an then. I have found myself being pretty excited about going, until now. Now I'm  a little scared. I guess at some point every woman has this fear, not being able to concieve, that maybe she's just not one of the lucky" fertile mertile's"out there. Sometimes I think on one hand I am a very lucky or blessed person, but then on the other, I feel like I have had to fight for everything I've ever had.I guess I could be both, blessed to have the things i have, I just had to fight really hard to get them! On that note off to the doc I go, wish me luck!